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In time
It's funny how, when I need you, it cannot be
but that's alright, until he can no longer see
I'll revert to someone you hardly know,
that's just fine, every time I have leave, and hide away,
don't worry now, every time, yeah everytime,
it's easier to go.
You nearly made me sick,
and I found that hard to believe,
I hadn't thought it something you could do,
well, fuck me, I guess I'm stupid,
for having these feelings for you.
Ask yourself why though, why would you do that?
You fuck a man, you feel little for,
and he treats you like his whore.
Tell me now, you don't wish to hurt him,
yet you keep the both of you in a loveless pit,
you sink further in every day.
So who is it you really are looking out for?
You keep him from finding someone to love him, or yourself, well that's not quite true,
it's just kept from becoming a reality,
kept from being something I can give you.
I don't write this in anger, no, not that
if I did, every one of these words wouldn't hurt,
it's funny how, life hurts so much more than death,
funny how, one can regret,
having to deal with more of it.
How does a greatest strength, become the greatest weakness?
Tell me hun, I'd love to know. You can give it all away for them, just give it away,
you disregard your beautiful potential,
every time, yes, every time,
you let them make you, make you
subsequential.
If you read this, I hope one day you'll understand,
I'm willing to lose, god it would hurt,
but I'm willing to lose......
I'm willing to lose yet another blessing,
if this is how I have to help you.
I would complete you like no other,
if you would trust in the things I tell you,
but even if it isn't me in the end,
I'd be happy just to know, you had a chance
a chance, no matter how small,
to find someone who, can help you
yeah, help you, soar to those heights
my heart believes you can go.
You can't do it all hun, and you never will
but if you give all of yourself, trying to feed,
those around you, who never,
no never, reach the end, of their need,
you're stretched too thin angel,
the lines begining to hum with tension,
much more beautiful, and it's gonna snap,
who else will be there, will be there
to hold you while you bleed?
I'm a patient man, dearest,
and I know when something's worth waiting for,
just keep in mind, no matter how much I want you,
life doesn't hold still, and I only will for so long,
I'll endure a lot, but only cause,
I can feel something so right about you.
I would give so much, just to be able,
to have you in my arms, so I could steal your pain,
you have no idea how bad, I wanna show you,
no idea how bad, no none at all,
I ache to make you see,
all of it, yeah, all of it,
all you truly have to offer,
and your, your radiant beauty.
There's so much, no one's thought to show you,
so much more you deserve, if only you can reach for it,
I just hope, with all my heavy heart,
that you'll be in time, when you're ready to believe,
in time for it to be,
a notion my heart can still conceive.
