Yesterday I cried... cried over you once more..
Thinking about your smile.. wondering.. will I forget you one day..?
U really want to forget... but I still remember...
Still remember how we used to be with each other... I remember the car trips... I remember your little dance steps... I remember your joke... which wasnt always funny but it was soo cute to see you happy to tell it... I remember..
The reality is that I miss you... I guess I know it more than ever...
I miss your "have a good Day :) " even it I wasnt really answering..
Im a soldier.. this is my worst war... a part of me want to get Rid of thoses memories... and m'y heart doesnt seems to agree... I remember the way the whole world was fading when your lips were finding mines....
I know its my problem now cause you tried all you could...
And one day I might regret it.. or not?... I dont know anymore but please remember... I will always be thinking about you... ride or die... I guess I will forget you literaly the day I will die... I guess I wont admit it... but I will always love you either... When I think about it... all of my body cells are literaly in agony I can feel this terrible pain in my heart... please dont forget me...
Please...