If I keep waiting for you
Will it kill me?
If I keep saying I love you
Will you see me?
Cause standing here holding my breath
My body can no longer move
For too long I've been frozen
It's too hard to let go of you
Not matter where I look
It's only you I see
Even when I close my eyes
You're there in my dreams
Are you here to haunt me?
Keeping me at a distance?
Or are you here for something else?
Taunting me with your presence?
Without you beside me
My eyes are so jaded
The world has no colour
Things are dull and faded
The hope of being with you
Has left me long ago
Because I know what we have
Can be nothing more
Thinking about this
Brings tears to my eyes
But you'll never see them
Cause you'll never be mine
If it hurts that I love you
I'm so sorry
I can't stop these feelings
Please forgive me
The last thing I want
Is to put you through pain
I'd rather take it for you
Put me in your place
For you I'd do anything
There's no limit
I'd even give you my life
If you asked for it
If you ever feel alone
I'll always be there
There to protect you
There to take care
If I had it my way
I would stop what I feel
Cause I know that's what you want
And I know what can't be real
No matter how much I want you
Want you all to myself
I know it's not possible
You'll always belong to someone else
I know I'm being selfish
With this love I have for you
But how can I let go of someone
With a heart so beautiful
I'm sorry if you feel guilty
I don't want to hurt you
I'm sorry for being a bother
For wanting to be with you
If it'll make you feel better
For me to leave your side
I would go in a second
Keeping this pain I hide
I don't wish to bring you trouble
I just want to give you my heart
With all its broken pieces
And all its missing parts
Do what you want with it
Do as you may
Cause no matter what
Only with you it'll stay
I don't know how much longer
I can stay alive
My heart is so weak
From keeping all this hurt inside
But I know if you love someone
you have to let them go
Keep this emptiness with me
Stay hidden in the shadows
There's only one thing
I ask you to do
Please forgive me
For loving you