feel the pain
feel it all
through my viens
streaming
rushing
riverstorm of hatred
close to insanity
so close
too close
can't move back
can't go back
back to reality
but this is what i see
through these eyes
tear stained
helpless
lost
forgotten
have i been forgotten?
no
i can't
i can't think like this
i'm not lost
i'm not helpless
i'll reach out
my hands grip nothing
i fall back
back into darkness
sinking in poison
drowning forever
too many false hopes
broken dreams
pieces missing
this isn't me
this can't be me
i'm not here
this is not real
stop it
stop this
no more
no more screaming
take this mask off
before it's too late
too late
i can't think
can't breathe
can't feel
i can't see
i see nothing
nothing but darkness
endless
can't escape
cry
i want to cry
cry it away
wash it away
with falling tears
sad tears
such sad tears