Is this my world?
This horrid existence
of nothingness
that invades
Eats
Sleeps
Lies so truthfully that ur mind swallows it whole
Making u blind
Making u weak
Making u believe
Believe that u r loved
U r wanted
U r beautiful
When underneath u r in darkness
Alone
Always alone
Always forbidden
Always untouched
Kept away
Deep inside
Hurting
Bleeding
Feeling
Hated by the outside
Hated by the ones that smile over their masks
Does it matter anymore?
Do i have to care?
Injecting everything they throw at me
Crying every night a tear
I want to disappear
Disappear
disappear
disappear
disappear