When have I been fine
I can't remember
Last time I looked at myself
And could only see a shadow
I can feel it building
Crawling through my brain
No doctor can ever fix this
So I'll never feel the same
Yeah I'm breathing for now
Too short for comfort
Yeah I'm laughing now
Too empty for truth
'Cause no one can see
What I'm hiding from you
No one believes it
When I stumble
No one receives it
When I mumble
No one perceives it
That I'm troubled
With this plague
That's eating me alive
...I'm just so sick of trying