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So at the beginning

I was so scared

You didn't care

But I let you kiss me

Because I wanted to know

So you told me

You wanted to be with me

And it was hard

Because people said things

Things I never told you

But I didn't let that stop me

Because I really wanted to be with you

And so we lasted

And you used to call

All the time

I know I never had anything good to say

But just hearing your voice



Somewhere things changed

You stopped spending time with me

I think you felt you were ignoring your friends

But then you started to forget me

You could see them all the time

And when I wanted to see you

You had something better to do

And so every night I started crying

Trying to figure out what I has done

What was making you not want me

And I picked myself apart

And I hated myself for all my faults

I wished I were prettier

I thought you deserved better

So I called you

You never wanted to talk

And I broke down

That one day at school

Do you remember that day

I felt numb

When people spoke to me

It was like they were miles away

And when I saw you

There wasn't any breath in my lungs

You touched my arm

My hand

It felt like fire

And it took EVERYTHING not to cry

I didn't understand how you really felt

Your messages were so mixed....

I wanted to die that night



Things got better for a while

You realized you had hurt me

But then it got bad again

I think we didn't really work it out

Because I never told you when you asked

What was bothering me

But I could sometimes tell you didn't want me around

The last day of school

I didn't say goodbye

We didn't even talk on the phone

For two weeks

I told myself

I'd try one more time

And I saw you

And I kissed you

And I never wanted to let go

It was so good right then



I love you more than anything

More than myself

More than death

And I asked you to call

You promised

It's been over a week

And I'm still waiting

Waiting for you to call to just say hi

And that you love me