Did I love you?
Did I not?
Is there something I forgot
to do?
There was no coherence to thoughts in my head,
as I sat here alone on my bed.
Where only last week,
you too were on while my parents were away.
I didn't know whether to go or stay...
So many things were on my mind;
I couldn't find my way
to a decision I was one-hundred percent behind.
But you said you had,
so I said goodnight,
and after some tears by both parties,
we parted for the night.
Only to wake up numb and alone.
This wasn't your first breakup,
but it sure as hell was mine.