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He baptized me with his tongue

Dripping commands and critiques

Like a holy fucking blessing

To purify some archaic filth perceived


Graciously, I covered him in bordeaux kisses

Luxury to a poor boy, thirsty for reward

Concealed this body in layers of cool, crisp linen

Exposure -  the only expense I could afford


He’s jealous by nature, jealous of this natural ease

Flirting with oblivion, pink hiding beneath

Guilty of existing - guilty of breathing

Bathing in the salty water of 10,000 seas


I wanted an angel to cure me…

But he brought only doubt, destruction, disease

Sermoning on future and forever

Praying for deliverance from the river that’s drowning me

 

Chanting - “Please. Please. Deliver me.”


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