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something cold
i drain myself as much water bloats the little lungs that small beetle is choking on in a public pool while i'm inside watching girls i'll never fall in love with have sex on the computer. Dizzy eyes and blurry cealing i wake up to hungover again. Theres no more of you, just sun. My memories and the sun. i woke up today and i could believe it. i have woken up a few times and couldnt believe it. but this time i did.
Nothing is clamping my mouth or holding me down. or making me jealous. Just sun. Plastic fast food toys on the grass, the sun makes my skin itchy. I'm looking at the fast food toys in the sun. Theyre just plastic, the kids really like this? Truth in anything except humor, i dont know about that. Plastic fast food toys on the grass, they look so hot from the sun. Why cant i connect this with my dog munieka running away from me? They have nothing to do with eachtoehr, its just me. Hungover in the sun, no genious.
"Why are you standing there for?" It was my sister. It was her voice. She was so small, i noticed how small she was. Short black hair, warm black hair in the summer
I didnt want to open my mouth. My breath would be hot, i knew it would
i tapped her shoulder and started walking with her home and was glad my chest felt like a small cold quiver was blowing in there
