I’m not a very provocative creature
No frills, no fanfare, no social beauty,
No remarkable wit of conversation
I tend to open cans of worms
then panic to shut them up again
I’ve not invented or performed great deeds
I’m not gifted with song
nor mastery of strings or keys
I’m not especially happy
Haven’t read War And Peace
I don’t drive my car any longer;
perhaps why I’m still alive
I’ve been naïve and gullible
But, now I see people for who they are
I’m easily offended; take everything to heart
I hold no reverence for authoritarians
or their principalities
I rebuff religions as they are taught;
demanding body and soul;
Things that were given me,
not to be handed over or sold
The angel of death lingers nearby
But she has no plans for me,
Just curiosity
I believe in impossibilities
When something is truly true for me
I smell it, deep, unmistakably
and then I eat it whole
I am not temporary
I am everlasting
I fear things of little importance
But, that is just my ego crying
and for me of no real consequence
I no longer misunderstand the Great Transformation
I know I’ll welcome it when first it tingles my toes
and frees me of pointless obligations
I look at faces and talk to faces
that will remain when I am moved on
In the meantime I fill up pages
with deliberately placed words
in the hopes of leaving a trail of crumbs
for my next life to lead me back to myself
……And remember
(c)2010From: Shaking Hands