Im in a room of happiness
and still I bare much pain
and its so hard to contain
I plaster on a smile
and paint on my face
so people don’t bo who I am
they don’t know im a disgrace
I don’t want this pain to reveal
so the real me I keep concealed
I hide the real me
sop they don’t know how I feel
how w/ my problems I cant deal
so they don’t know that ever night I bleed
and loose a little more of my sanity