my stomach is
churning
my eyes there
burning
my knees are
shacking
the floor almost
quacking
my eyes are
teary
my hart
weary
my minds filled w/
fear
wile im wishing u
were here
my fingers
tapping
courage is what im lacking
my mind is racing
body not pacing
my world is spinning
wile people point grinning
my body yearning
to relieve the hurting
and some were in all this u stand
telling every one you’re the man
and how u took my hart w/ your hand
and splattered it right were I stand
and u call your self a man