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Questionable Thoughts
Why do you make me regret my feelings for you?
Why do you find it viable for me to hate myself for loving you?
How can you not see it in my eyes?
The hurt… the tears that are dying to spill over.
How can you not hear how my heart breaks every
time that you turn away from me?
Every day, I see you.
Every day, I talk to you.
Well, no more.
I can’t take it anymore.
Because of you, I doubt myself.
Because of you, I wonder what I have done so wrong.
I’m so stupid for letting myself feel for you what I knew I shouldn’t.
I’m sorry for ever letting myself fall so hard.
An apology that will repeat itself in remembrance for every
pure loyalty I ever had to you.
Because of you, I can look in the mirror and see a dark
eyed creature staring back at me.
A mere shadow of my former self, and it is all my own fault.
I opened a gate that has been long closed.
I brought down a wall that was impenetrable.
Because of you… I’ve become so weak, so fragile.
I can’t stand it!
God!
Why do you do what you do?
Why can’t you just…
Just… feel the way I feel?
