I WONDERED WHY I STUCK ON A LOVE LOST,
IS IT BECAUSE HE IS MY FIRST LOVE?
A MIGHTY TOOL FOR SADNESS
AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT'S GOODNESS
MUST EVERY FIRST LOVE BE THE LAST?
HAVE I LOST MY SENSE OF REASON?
I'M AFRAID EVERY ROAD IS BUMPED
THOUGH SOME ARE DELICIOUSLY SEASONED
FOR EVERY STOP; THERE IS A THOUGHT
EITHER TO MOVE FASTER OR SLOWLY
CAN I RUSH INTO IT LIKE I'M LOST?
MY LOVE HAS BEEN STUCKED IN A GROOVE
A GROTESQUE DISTORTION OF TRUTH
WHICH I'M TRYING TO BELIEVE
A HERO I TREAT HIM LIKE
WHILE I'M GROSSLY TREATED
THIS IS A BODY AND HEART HEIST
SO MUCH HE HAD TAKEN FROM ME
TO SURVIVE, I NEED TO ACT THE FIERCEST
GATHER MY PIECES AND LEAVE
AT TIMES I GET A QUEEN TREAT
OTHERTIMES A SLAVE, I'M NO DIFFERENCE
WHAT BENEFIT IS IT TO MY HEART
THAT IT SADDENS ADMIST MUCH JOY?
AN UNPRINCIPLED MAN OF PRINCIPLES
HE WALLOWED IN THE LUXURY OF STEALING DIGNITTY
MY HUMBLE CASANOVA
THE ONLY HERO MY STRENGTH NEVER SHADOWED
I'M QUITE A LAZY WRITER
AND A SHORT TERM OBSERVER
BUT NATURE NEVER DENIES ME OF THOUGHT
MAYBE MY LAST LOVE IS NOT ALWAYS MY FIRST LOVE