I sit back and hide the tear everyday
And everyday it becomes harder and harder
I am starting to fail and wanting to cry more and more
the days just seem not to matter.
I know you now know how i feel
I know that you want me not to feel this way
I see you trying to make me smile
I just don't know what it gunna take
cuz it has been a while
I want us to be what we used to be
but the fight for me has gone one so long
i just don't know if i have the strength
to have this fight go one
I hope now you see the feelings i am having
I hope that i am not the only one that is fighting
I hope that i have the strength to continue on.
But i must say that I hope this is the last time i have to
hide my tears in fear to loose.