So tired of being lonely
I'm done feeling lost
I want my one and only
I don't want to care the cost
But its not just me anymore
My heart would mend
But their pain I can't ignore
On this I will not bend
I'm their mother
Protector of their hearts
There is no other
To keep away the bad parts
I try so hard to do everything right
I constantly worry
Every day and night
Trying not to hurry
Not to fall as hard and fast
As I've done many times before
Through out my past
I don't want to run and shut the door
I'm tired of having to hide
Trying not to let them see
Keeping everything inside
Trying to save them from me
My heart is so weak
My pain so great
I feel like a freak
Being afraid of a date
I'm holding on with all my might
I will keep pushing on
keep fighting the fight
Never let this part be gone
The part that cares to much
Wishing and longing
For that special touch
dreaming of belonging
Of feeling completely free
With the man who makes me whole
The one who loves me
The other half of my soul
But it's not just me anymore
I want to let go and fall
Thoughts of their pain I can't ignore
About what it'll cost
Im