I'm sorry for my stupid mistakes
I wish I'd never slammed on the breaks
I've missed you almost everyday since then
It is never the same with other men
I just go back to what it was like with you
Realizing how much I hate you being in my rearview
I loved you but I ran away
Commitment I just had to delay
To afraid to just jump on in
I should have just given it a chance to begin
I think about you all the time
Thats why I'm writing this ridiculous rhyme
I wrote you and got you to listen and my heart just lifted
At that moment something inside me shifted
I remebered how unbelievably happy you made me
I'm fighting the urges I have to beg and plea
I want you back but can't dare to say it
I'm here wanting you, ready to commit
But to say it I can't do not to you
I can only imagine what that rejection would do
I will let it fade and disappear before I hurt you more
I'm gonna try my hardest to slam and lock that door
You will always be the one who got away
Till the very last day