How could I do it, allow this pain to be
He will never commit, how didn't I see
A family some day, is what I long for
A man to stay, some one to love and adore
He does not want this, he's not for me
Soon I will dismiss, and again just be
I'll learn to be alone, I refuse to be this girl
I can do it on my own, I wont unfurl
I'm not pathetic, I deserve more
I am poetic, so I show my sore
Through my work, I've grown so much
I'll call him a jerk, no longer want his touch
I am not a girl, not any more I know you see
My life does not swirl, knowing we wont be
Your gone from my view, I do not care
A life with you, I thought maybe we could share
I'm over it now, something better awaits
The pain I wont allow, even if I have to go on too many dates