Confused

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So tired of being confused
So sick of love and friendship
Too much pain is involved
Too much hurt alway around me
Why did I mess up
Think you didn't love me
When I knew it wasn't true
i didn't want things to end
but I can't handle being alone
I love them both
But one alot more
He will not leave my heart alone
He makes my heart bleed
Because it can not have what it needs
Or what it wants
And both of which is him
He will not stop it
He has found some one better
Some one olderand prettier
But I still need to get him back
For if I don't
I think I may die
I can not live my life without him
I just need to end this pointless life

Written November 30th 2005

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