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I sit here wondering

Why would god give me this

Such a wonderful gift

The chance to be a mother

I don't deserve it

At least that how he makes me feel

Some times but not all

Should I be here

A live maybe i was sapose to go

Be in the ground

I wonder things such as these

Many times a day over and over

And yet i still have no clue

Part of me wishes to die

Be forgotten i don't deserve anything

And he has made me see this

I should let him have the baby

I don't deserve anything anymore

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