She has choosin her fate, to be happy all of the time never to shed a tear for her life is better than some peoples and she should look at it that way. Atleast everyday she has got food in her belly and a bed to sleep in.. Plus there is no point to mourn old love but to find new love and even when the new loves don't work out keep going because there is more to life than guys... But one day when the time is right she knows she will find him or he'll find her. But till then she will enjoy life and the simple things in it. She will chairish the time with her family party when she pleases and do whatever the hell she wants and wont let anyone hold her back, and so her new life begins the way it always should have for no longer shall she be in pain and feel only sad but will be more happy all of the time.. For she is too long to be so depressed in her life she has many years ahead of her to figure everything out and for now will leave it all in the future and consinstrate on the present here and now not when and where for she is a wonderful girl who is grow up into a lonely ladie aha...