I hate him couldn't fuckin care less if we were friends he wanted to fuck me last night and now he is in bed wit my friend and now i dont care he is a jerk just like every other fuckin guy i dont care if i ever see him ever again like i can't wait till he fuckin leave and now i dont even wonna live and this time is because of him and i just wooon a be gone i miis my godbabee i just want him or her to be here but there not the babee would have been born in the next 13 days and i can'r deal wit this I'm even too fucked up to help my bestfriend through it and I've decided this is it never will i ever care for another never i give the fuck up and even though i'm drunk i dont care its all true though i will take it back its all true but i can never hate another person doug is the only one............................