Do I do what I do because I feel I must pr is it what I want or maybe its what I think I need, to be honest I'm not sure. Do we all belive in soulmates because thats what we are told or is it because people want to belive there is one person out there waiting for then it could be because no one wants to believe they are going to spend the rest of their life alone for me I know there are soulmates, I've alreadt found mine and he is completely and unterly amazing, like I love him so much that no one in this world could compare to him. but we are not together cause we are far apart in different provinces and I can't do anything to change it.... He is my bestfriend and the love of my life he fills my life with love and happiness even though we are far apart our friendshp shall never die for he is the one guy i will not deny.. but for I do love someone else maybe no as much or as strongly but I belive I should give it a chance for my heart and his.... No one would ever take the place of M.L in my heart but I believe I could love this person also. For in my eyes I see perfection there is not one bad, negative or wrong thing about M.L.. I'm trying to give a guy a chance because i think it is best for me love is so messed up but without it what woyld be the point without love how could you have joy or laughter.. I couldn't possibly live with out it I need it in my life....