Living here
But wanting to be there
Be in your arms
Loving you
Wishing you'd love me
And wanting to love you
Hoping it will happen
The day I move back
Wishing for kisses and hugs
But only from you
Longing for your love
But knowing what I've got to do
Do you actually care
Or are you trying to hurt me
Like all the others
unsure of what I'm doing
Wanting to drop out
Go be with you
But I can't yet
Because who could love a failure
No one could love a failure
I'm still trying to fix my old ones
Myself as well
Try to make it through the day
Now I see all my mistakes
Ones I never knew were there
But you've made me see
I'm better than that
I'm not a failure
Atleast not on your eyes
In your eyes I'm a beauty
Some one worth wild
You are my future
So fuck my past
New love is better
And your exactly that
written 2007