All I ever seem to do
Is Disobey the rules
Defying everyone
Refusing to listen
Doing what needs to be done
Avoiding the ones I love
Though they speak the truth
I ignore them all
Till I reach my own pain
The distruction I will cause
Never have a done what they wanted
Just doing what I believed
Keeping hearing the disbelief around me
Trying to ignore it
But for once I failed at it
The one thing I could do right
But I can't even do that now,
Just keeping failing
Showing them all along
They were right
I was not smart,
My idea's were stupid
And my heart was wrong
That I will never prove them wrong
Always right, and me wrong
All I thought I had to do
Was just believe and it would work
But once again I was wrong...
One day I will die
Unproud of who I am
And unsure of life
And will wish it was all different
Fuck family fuck friends... I just dont care anymore stop telling me that I'm wrong and what i should be doin fuck you all