What do you do when the person you love most begins to hit you, does that mean the love has stopped or that they are just angery does it give them the right to hit you.. what if you are the biggest bitch in the world then is it right i am not sure anymore a part of me thinks i deserve it i deserve everything i have gotten that he was sapose to cheat on me but this is the last straw i cant be with someone who would hurt me i just cant i am better than that and smarter but i wont tell anyone cause he is a good dad he just has some growing up to do. I know he will be there for his son and take care of him i know he could never hurt gregory at least i think so its getting so bad that i dont even know anymore my mind is so confused and it hurts i think tonight my love died for him how could i love him i just dont know what i am sapose to do or feel all I've been feeling lately is pain, and if he loved me like he said he did then how just how could he do it... fuck this shit i aint takin pain no more no more men in my life but my son thats it.