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Life isn't Better
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Dolour The breathing is bloody and frozen
Could you see how dead I am?
Could you come to me?
Are you willing to come rescue a damned soul?
To reach deep into this madness that has swallowed me.
I want to go back when we were warm.
You came to me with life and love.
I gave you the coldness and betrayal.
I look into your eyes with such longing.
Only to find that it reflects back.
All the phone calls and letters I watched you haze but not leave.
In the dark days when the sun crept, I knew it was you reaching out for me.
The renegade lover on the run.
All that I know now is that freedom from you is suffering and longing enough to break.
I am crawling, I want to be back into the life and love you have given me.
You have given me hope.
I crawl back, I walk back, I war back.
You brought me destruction of the way I was, brought creative forces to be a better man.
Here I stand with a weaken soul.
Shaking from the cold the world has become without you.
You are fire to thaw the damnation I mope in.
