I can feel this fire burning up again
I hate to feel like this
I hate it all
If I break up with him
Will it all just leave me alone
I hate thinking
I hate these girls
I get the feeling
He'll fall for one
It can be so difficult
To be in a relationship
And fear the thought of losing him
I love him so much
I know I won't find someone else
Because my social life is fucked up
And I hate everyone
So I try to avoid
Because there's those girls
That I hate
Who try to steal your man
I think one will just steal mine
I know
Those girls
That I hate
I know
That I am not hot enough
That I am not at all
I know
That I don't got the body
I'm furious and angry
And then I calm down and start crying
Why?!?!
Sometimes I think
Maybe being with him
Tears me apart
Maybe living a life
Tears me apart
I worry too much
I'm scared of what will happen
Going to school
When there is all those people
Stealing the one that I love
Stealing my self-esteem
And ripping it up
It makes me sad
And I don't know
What to do
What to say
Somebody help kill
MY FUCKING SELF
KILL ME
KEEP IT UP
AND I'LL DRIVE MYSELF
TO KILL ME
WITH A KNIFE