Fearful of losing you
Fearful of the consequences of losing you
Fearful of things that may happen
Or already is and I don't know
When someone tells me
They need to tell me
Something important
You're the first thing I think of
Maybe it's something you said
But what do I know?
It's like fear
Has taken my life
In it's hands
Fear
Eats me alive
I'm trapped in a place of nowhere
I can eat my way out
Eat it away
It'll just get to me faster
Why eat it away
When I can crawl my way out
Because I never want to fear again
I know fear hates me
And I can feel it
The heart
That is inside of me
I know that it hates to feel
More than I do
Because it's twisted and torn
Feeling abused and used
The mind
That is inside of my head
I know it hates to think
More than I do
Because thoughts are exploded
And shot in every direction
And the soul
That I have
I know that it hates it all
To swallow the pain my heart feels
And the thoughts that confuse
The fear is my soul
My soul is I
And it is I
Who hates the fear