The apathy is tearing me apart
this world I was once a part of
now casts me out
like I no longer belong
People who I thought I knew
turned around
showed their true faces
I stopped caring
I stopped hating
I stopped wanting
You were my one glimmer of hope
but that, too, is gone
long gone
you shall never know
how good you were for me
you brought me out into the light
pulled me from the darkness
then, just as suddenly, i was pushed back in
I had a taste of the light
and I wanted more
Like tasting blood
I wanted more
I needed more
I needed you
I can never have you again
Not like I ever had you in the first place
My apathy is taking me over
No longer am I allowed in the light
Forever will I be banished into the dark?