Wishing

Crying,
Rain pouring on my head,
Picking up a razor,
Wishing I were dead,

Life sucks, but what can you do,
I tried so hard to change things,
but look at it now,
now nothing I did clings,

I wish I were dead,
then I wouldn't feel this pain,
nothing is helping,
nothing will be the same,

Right now I want to be dead,
the words coming to me so often like a prayer,
"Kill youself now, the pill bottle is right there in front of you",
This pain is almost too much to bear,

Wishing everything was back to normal,
Everything was all right,
One night alone and everything changes,
And all it took was one night

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