why m i a prisoner
i m no murderer
why it forces me to kill
why do i feel like jumping off the hill
why does it make me believe its my pill
my life has come to a standstill
i don't know which road to take
all i see is darkness
there's very little energy to harness
i m all lost
n i m paying the cost
there's so much i desire
n it sets my soul on fire
all i know is to care
all i want is to be fair
but something pulls me back
drags me off the track
it is taking away my boast
n i am unable to find the coast
does it want me to roast
it keeps following me like a ghost
i m scared of what is to come
don't i even deserve the love of some
all these thoughts fill my tum
who do i blame
where do i claim
would anyone rescue me
i m...m in the 'Captivity oF Negativity'