What do I want?
I want to live a life
An amazing, successful life
I want to live one day
Where I feel good
A day
Full of happiness
I want to have a moment
That’s worth a lifetime
I want some Oreo’s
With milk too
I want people to leave me alone
For everyone to just disappear
I want to get high
To live in that world of haze
Where I’m the only one that matters.
To feel nothing
But; I want to feel loves
Not by just anyone
But her
I want her to love me.
As her daughter-
She should hear me
I want somebody to listen
To hear what I have to say
I want to be able to love
Somebody, anyone
But to love someone like me
Would prove I’m not messed up
That its her choice not my fault
She can’t accept me
Won’t love me
It’s not my fault I’m hated
I want to get rid of the memories
To destroy the evidence
I want to forget it all
All she’s done
I want her to go
Far away
Where I’ll never have to see her again
I want the world
To conquer it
To live in control of my own life
Without her.
So what do I want?
I want to be a bird
To soar far away from her grips of hatred
No, that’s not true
What do I want?
I want for her to die.