i've done it again
i'm weak
i'm sorrowful
i've burnt bridges
i've hurt you
i've made you cry
i've made you smile
i've driven you insane
yet it's me that keeps you sane
your love is true
so is your anger
though you never really had time to spare
i've always had an ear to hear the things you say
i've made you mad
yet at times i made you glad
i keep to myself because my world is to cold for you
though you sheltered me ,
though you cared for me,
even so protected me,
provided for me
while you did these things
you could not protect me against the evils of this world
torturing me,
murdering me,
raping me,
instead of being the things i despise
the world you see and know in me isn't me
its an illusion to comfort you
below the ice lurks a world of
devastation
chaos,
pain,
anger,
rage,
murder,
waiting for the Opportune time
waiting for the evil to come again
seeking
devouring
destroying the evil that created it
rage seeking the creator of it
these things seem unknown to you
even more so wrong to you
i cannot reveal these things to you,for i fear i may destroy what's left of the love in you
kiss me on my forehead one more time
hold me one more time
bless me one more time