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It's the first day of september. It's time to think about going back to school, or for some starting school. It's a time of change, summer into fall, life into harvest. A time of many choices. I met some one, and as my rules dictate I will not give any name to them. But this person really has opened my eyes and I feel that it's worth writing about. I know I should not do this after all they have tolded me but I feel that those who find this page might benifit from this.



This person taught me that I was too trusting, especially online. I was almost hurt really badly, and was going to vanish again. You see I did something for this person I've never done before, I opened myself up, completely, fully, and in ways I never did before. It hurt when I was told that they were not ready to think of me in That way, as a 1-1 relationship, but after thinking about it for a while I learned that they are right. I have a lot of growing up to do and a lot of maturing to do. I need to be able to look out for myself emotionally and physically before I can ever hope to take care of some one else, especially some one with kids of their own. It would be unfair to that person to have to look after me when I am there to help them.



Anyway I've said about all I can without giving too much information away. I think the rest should be left out. To whomever finds this a word of advice ... it may hurt, it may make you feel dirty, but never regret what you do when in love. As long as it is legal, and moral, you have nothing to be ashamed of.