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HI IM HAILY. :D
IM 13
I THINK IM UGLY AND HATE MY SELF :/
I HAVE SECRETS LOTS OF EM.......
EVERYONE HAS THEM....
IM SECRETLY FALLING FOR MY FIRENDS BOYFRIEND. :/
WHEN I WAS 3 MY DADS FRIENDS USE TO TOUCH ME.
HE BEAT ME......
I BECAME THE MOTHER OF MY SISTERS SHORTLY AFTER TURNING 10.
SOON AFTER THAT I FELL INTO A DEPRESTION...
I STARTED GOING NUMB I HATED THE FELLING
NEDED SOMETHING TO MAKE ME FEEL
I CUT
FIRST JUST SCRATCHES
THEN DEEPER MAKEING ME BLEED
I LOVED THE PAIN
I STILL DO
USING THE PAIN TO HELP ME GO ONE
I LIVED FOR 3 YEARS NOW ITS HARDER
I REALLY WANT TO DIE NOW JUST SLIT MY WRIST
I TOLD PEOPLE SOME SAW
NO IM BEING FORCED TO DO THE BUTTERFLY PROJECT
ITS NOT WORKING IV KILLED ALL MY BUTTERFLIES
IT HURTS BAD TODAY
MY WRIST ARE SWOLLEN AND SOAR
I HIDE MY CUTS WITH BRACLETS
ITS HARDER AND HARDER NOT TO END IT ALL
JUST GIVE UP :(
BUT I DONT :)
IF I CAN DO IT YOU CAN
KEEP YOUR HEAD UP :)

STAY POSITIVE :)