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dear mom,

mommy you know i love you and always will but its out of controle now
i know you started again,that you need help i can tell by looking at you
but if you ever touch those girls once i wont resist hitting you back
y do you think im still here? do you think i like being beat down by you?
or wait no its you think i love being the mother to your children? or maybe you think i like being your second mom?
is that what i am now at 13 a mom? you always told me to do better than you now look at me mom
look at what youv made me im right where u where do you want that huh mom?
wait thats right you cant here me your off with your boyfriend whos using you but i cant say anything or i get yelled at
do you get a rush from seeing me curled in a ball crying yelling to stop? well you dont know this but after that i stand up brush my self off and make a new scare for the day thats all it is now a counter for how many times iv been hurt all the times iv wanted to die
but yet i still love you mom through all the shit iv been through because of you i love you i dont know why so dont ask....wait you wouldnt you dont care about me about your daughter your baby its not my fault what dad did to you i was three i couldnt have stoped him mommy i couldnt have helped but your not the only one he hurt look at me mom pls for once LOOK at me let me see your blood shot eyes see your face once so pretty no not so much
not after years of abuse years of drugs hhhmmm drugs sounds familiar mommy dosent it is that what you spent your money on?...the money that was suposed to be for our school suplise well we dont have them mom what are we going to do now you fucked up....dont blame this on me i just took up a job to pay for theyr stuf mom where were you? i needed you mom and you were gone.... like always
yes i said i love you but deep inside me theres a hate for you so strong it scares me mommy..........