Hey guys, I havent posted in so so long but hey im back. I'm okay. i promise. I think the time break needs some explination and it's time for more confessions of mine.
I needed some time to figure out what was wrong with me and get myself sorted out. I think I'm better. I tell myself I'm better.
I'm falling madly in love with this boy. He's a sophomore he's so amazing. He makes me be happy, even if i want to be sad. He lets me think and will listen to my art rants and my weird thoughts about life. I was his first kiss and first other things. We didn't even tell eachother we liked the other person. One night at a camp we volunteer at I just kissed him. He had been listening to me all week pour my heart out to him under the stars and didn't shy away when I had an anxiety attack. He made me fall for him uunder the stars and oh boy. He got me. He got me good.
Since the two years of me being silent, I have mastured my skill of art and am applying to college for becoming an art teacher.
I am still a sad little depressed teenager but I have learned to handle it better. WAY WAY better.
I honestly don't know what else to say on here. I'm terrified for the future but am so ready to see what I can do.