Just because

Just because I’m hurting

Doesn’t mean I’m weak.

Just because you left me

Doesn’t mean I cannot sleep.

Just because you broke me

Doesn’t mean I won’t move on.

I can learn to live again,

I can learn to carry on.

I’ve learned to see a depth in me

I never saw before.

It all became much clearer

When you walked out the door.

My inner strength grew stronger

With each day I stood alone,

And piece by piece I’m finding

The woman I once owned.

Things I couldn’t see back then

Are clearer to me now.

I lost myself somewhere with you,

But I’m finding me somehow.

I’m beginning to remember

Who I was before I was yours,

Before I lost myself in us,

Before we closed those doors.

The simple things in life with us

Became a hit and miss.

The things that once came easily

Became the things we’d miss.

I’m not the same old girl you knew

When I was thirty-four.

I’ve lived, I’ve loved, I’ve hurt enough

To know I deserve more.

I fought for you, I fought for us,

I fought until I tore.

You’re not worth fighting for

With your foot in and out the door.

I won’t spend another moment

Begging you to choose.

Because when someone cannot choose you,

You’ve got nothing left to lose.

Just because I still might cry

Doesn’t mean I want you back.

Just because my heart still hurts

Doesn’t mean my strength will crack.

You may have left me broken,

But broken doesn’t mean gone.

I’ll gather every piece of me

And somehow carry on.

I’m not the girl at thirty-four

Who thought forever meant forever.

I know that love can fall apart

No matter how long you’re together.

You walked away and left behind

What you thought you’d taken from me—

But the woman I had lost for years

Is finally breaking free.

So just because I’m hurting

Doesn’t mean that I am through.

I’m learning how to live a life

That doesn’t belong to you.

You thought walking out that door

Would leave me on the floor

But I found the woman I once was,

And I won’t lose her anymore.

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