I can’t sit here waiting
Desperately for you
Hoping you’ll become
Something that will never be true
As I wish that you will call me
The minutes waste by
I cannot sit and wonder
Or pass these moments and cry
There has not been real clarity
In this fucked up situation
I’ve never known if I’m coming or going
Through my thoughts or intuition
I sit blindly and wait
For a simple answer
Something that is truly pathetic
And will kill me like a cancer
So it’s time to say goodbye
To what was never really there
There is no point for sadness
Or any underlying care
You’ve made the big decision
Without words or actions
Could I really be that naïve
And give you the satisfaction
The know to make me break
Would be a silly thing
Cause really iam strong
Not your puppet on a string
You’ve played me for a fool this time
But never shall you again
Out the door I’m sending you
Your fate I write with this pen
Of things never known
Shall you be alert
Your conscience is the only thing
That you’ve truly hurt
I’m a prize without a ribbon
A beauty without awe
A woman am I soft and kind
Something you never saw
Without a doubt in mind
I open my mouth and say
Thanks for all you’ve done
But you shall never stay
For I don’t simply like
Someone who lies and deceives
Cause I’m too good for that
And this I deeply believe