my heart is safe with you and that is what my soul craves just now.
A haven away from the battlefield, to lick my wounds and re-gain my strength.
I am drawn to the sweetness in you, your naivety, your kindness
yet my heart wonders if it is enough to hold me here once my wounds have healed.
I dont want to use you, and I have already broken your heart and it pains me.
Is your love for me strong enough to exorcise the demons and darkness that wreak havoc upon my soul?
As I struggle with darkness and light are you strong enough to stand your ground and let me emerge?
I have love for you. I would be remiss to say I dont. You have a part of my heart that none other has been able to touch..but I fear I will destroy you in the end, if your love cannot hold me here.
Hold me closer...hold me tighter..keep me here with you where the world is bright and goodness is abound....you are my lover, my confidante and my friend.
no matter where this journey takes me, I will never forsake your friendship but if you cannot hold onto me, I will vanish into the darkness and succumb .
For Jersey