FEEL ALL THERE IS TO THE FULLEST EXTENT THAT YOU CAN 2
To have a life that's worth living
in the middle
of the
swaying subways charm
to act as though
it's flawless
and in a blinding light
it's not
it imitated
a dealing to sanity
foreclosure
on
point A to point B
and I had to reach it
no questions asked
you can't really see
the hidden
child's block plays
I mean it man
I mean it
right on
and time and time again
until stopped and
dislodged
and the pursuit of
imaginings in denial
the purpose of step on step
and forward march sequential
numbering my foes before hand
and God himself walking
into a library and
learning things
attack the radical aspect
of his learning yearning
feeding mechanism
to find an onslaught
down to the final iota
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and the official death statistic
of a spun out
meritless soul
and a fine white dust
representing the aftermath
of a long lost galaxy
the baby bottle supple
pulled away
or pushed into the mouth
you starved or received
nourishment
connect on times on end
you're not dumb
your just
deficient
the deficiency encumbering
the mass production of pain
thrown about a room
a chain saw glaze
for your wild blue yonder
birthday cake
in a chilocosm
broken in half
and sanded down
birth spark
star screamed roman candle
the happiness ideal
in only the mad ones
and once I stepped
off the diving board
then everyone should depart
ad go away
lest a parental
everlasting scorn
happiness/ideal
a light itself
filled with incepted poison
upon my shoulders
and the ruler slapped
again and again
alive and denouncing alive
ah, my beaten pound puppy
a better fate awaits
your yelping jeers
and seismic tears
a blown out of proportion
conclusion
a shot up indecency
thrown upon a pile of death
and a breath stroke
reeking of the rank vomit
as you smelled the old man's
contortion filled breath
a riddler rhyme filler
permanently set on repeat
a skipping record with
pops and scratches
that raw sound for real
and untamed game
set on the zeal
of a vacationing
farm hand
gone mad
holiday hunting
a secret hand
in child's play mistake
the zinging reverberation
down a zany laney
we go a traveling
trying to shield ourselves
from a dawn of time
known upon known
the semi permeable why
and unanswered remark
un-stored and unknowable
till times on end