One of Me

The only act of love I could ever believe
Was coated in the saccharine curse of your disease
Running riot, quiet, what did you expect of me?
A calamity? Through insanity? Breached inside of me
And now, so fucking hopeless
Drowning in distress of the incident
Presidented all through of me
Is she really through with me?
How can this be?
I can’t conceive, goddamnit
Just stop it

 

I was fucking everything
But I guess that still wasn’t enough
I couldn’t fill you up
Is this my punishment for thinking you gave a fuck?
Thinking I'm so lucky, she actually wanted to fuck me
I see I'm the idiot, fuck it, forget it
Goddamnit, just stop it

 

And now these walls, they build up
My sweet desolation
Cursed isolation
Wanton fixations, soon you’ll run out of luck
Now don’t fucking come running
Crawling
Crying
Your nonstop lying has pushed me back
Off your beaten path

 

You always criticize, “Oh, I hate to be blunt….”
Then try to apologize with that dried out cunt
You’re a perfect liar with a transparent front
Feeding my addictions for many long months

 

So you just go ahead and disappear
Keep on saying you never cared
You only stayed to win a dare?
You’re not worthy to breathe my air
But remember one thing you’ll never see
I am better than you’ll ever be
Who was there when everything was lost?
Who warmed you up when your world turned frost?
You said you’d find another, just like me
Blew me away, set me free
You can do better, or so you believed
But there are a million of you, and only one of me.

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