Thoughts of you, take me to a place,
In times so wrong, when life’s hard to face.
I dream of you, and want you near,
As one, our hearts beat; destroying all fear.
For you will never know what you mean to me,
And you will never understand the connection I see.
Between us both is the dip in which pain,
Exceeds from the centre and takes over again.
You are my life, you are my dream,
However wrong your opinion may seem.
I will always love you, hold your heart close to mine,
I will always want you, my ultimate life line.
Yet, you will never feel the same, you shall never know,
Never expose the indecency of these feelings which seem to grow.
I don’t want to feel this way, too much I care for you,
But in a way, so deep and bruised for it ever to be true.
You will always be my friend, my life, my love, my breath,
The air which fills my lungs until my poisoned death,
For you poison my inner thoughts with your different expectation,
And my love will never cease, caused from my heart’s creation.
You are my reason, you are my rhyme,
And all that I want is for you to be mine.
Yet life is not like that, dreams aren’t reality,
And never in this world will you feel the same for me.
And you will always be my friend, all you’ll ever be,
For you could never hold the love which I want for you and me.
And you could never feel the same as I forever will for you,
As you could never believe the dream I created for us two.
So please just realise how much I love you, wont you,
Realise how much I care, for you and only you, so true.
My heart doth beat as one for you, and us two, as one,
I never could live without you, as life without you is wrong