I've been searching for the words
That I can't seem to say
And the answers to this riddle
Seem lost and thrown away
I've been lost in my own self
And then damned to repeat
As the errors of my ways
Brought me back down to my knees
I was dead inside
Until you woke me up
I was petrified
Until you showed me love
I've been searching for the words
That I can't seem to say
Now I'm searching for the reasons
That have lead me here today
You found me at my weakest
And you found me in the dark
So afraid of ever being loved
And so afraid of my heart
I wasn't living life
Until you woke me up
I was just a lie
Until you showed me love
Now my heart is falling fast
Onto the rocks of your soul
As your eyes lay onto me
And burn fires long since cold
This old heart may never mend
And yet I give it to you
With the pain I've kept inside
From the ashes I once knew
I could never find the words to say
Just what I really mean
And I know it's hard to understand
The reasons why I sing
But I was dead inside
Until you came and woke me up
Too many tears I've cried
Over the heart that fell in love
It seems my heart keeps finding ways
To push the ones I love away
And the words just come out wrong
Like I never meant to say
As I open my eyes from that sleep
I see the one whom I want to be
Standing beside through this life
Yet the one she's with ain't me
Now I feel alive
Because you woke me up
I have wings to fly
Because you showed me love