So many things that happened
That I just could not control
The burden was way too much
To bear this blame on my soul
The death I could not stop
The pain I could not ease
The love I could not give
And now she rests in peace
I never got to say goodbye
So afraid that I never dared
And now she will never know
Just how much I really cared
Another tear shed in vain
Another smile I did not see
Another burden I must bare
They're weighing heavily on me
I'm falling faster than ever before
Into a darkness that I can not afford
Lost in madness and the sadness soars
So I'm reaching to heaven for remorse