Some days I miss you more than others,
Someday I just want to hold you close.
Some days I break down crying,
Because those are the days I need you the most.
Someday I want to hate you,
Some days I wish I was never born.
Someday I hate everything,
All because of you my pathetic heart is torn.
Some days I push my head into the pillow,
Someday I wish I never had to breathe.
Some days I cry for hours,
Feeling so gullible to believe
That you would never leave.
Some days I lie to everyone,
Someday I lie to my self.
Some days I fool everyone,
All because I pretend it happened to someone else.
Some days you are everything I need
Some days you are my every dream.
Some days I still look at your pictures,
And burst out in tears for nothings what it once seemed.
Some days I break down
Some days I pick my self up from what’s unfair.
Some days I stare at my self,
Realizing you can’t pick up, what’s not there.