my life is a lie
its hot what you see
i dont really know why
but that is just me
i hide who i am
so no one will know
i am one who is damned
so sit back and watch the show
ive tried to be what i am not
ive tried everything i can
ive tried not to let my heart rot
i couldnt dtand it so i ran
i ran from my life
i couldnt stay
i ran from the knife
cause i cant die that way
i went over the side
i let the water in
the blood spread far and wide
but i still couldnt win.