i sit here at night thinking of you
i sit here so much i know not what to do
every day is sad you see
i loved you so much but hey thats just me
i loved you but you're lost
when i met you i didnt know that it would cost
cost me my soul and heart
but i know that is only the start
i hate my life now...i hate it so much
when i see you i run in fear of your touch
so i ended my pain and ended the lie
i lay down in my bed so i can be alone to die